| We have the honour to record
the second QAMNS Strathallan survivor story on our web site
in addition to Mrs Mary Asher of Dunoon Scotland. Gwladys
Aikens born in Wales recalls her early nursing training was
at Peebles Hydro Scotland where Mrs Asher was also posted
from Edinburgh Castle. Both these extra ordinary ladies will
have much in common.
Gwladys married a Canadian Army doctor who served at
Tobruk and El Alemein on loan to the 8th Army and after the
war moved to Canada where she brought up a family of three
sons and a daughter. Gwladys has six grandchildren and currently
resides in Halifax Nova Scotia Canada. Sadly her husband passed
away following a third heart attack in 1972.
They had often discussed writing a joint book about
their war time exploits but his untimely death put that project
on hold. However to her everlasting credit Gwladys began writing
a manuscript entitled “ Nurses in Battledress”
and succeeded in getting the book on to the market in Canada.
Stan Hambrey (RAF) Strathallan survivor…..story
featured in the web site…was telephoned by his Police
Officer Daughter in Law in London advising him there was notification
on the internet about a Canadian author with a book on the
market alluding to Strathallan and the U Boat attack. Stan
wrote to Gwladys who was absolutely delighted . He was the
first survivor off Strathallan she had been in communication
with in 58 years. They are now in correspondence and looking
forward to meeting at the forth coming Strathallan Reunion
at the Maritime Museum 2nd August 2003. Gwladys is travelling
from Canada with family members.
We publish extracts from “Nurses in Battledress”
which in no way does the story justice.
Gwladys has proven to be a very professional and prolific
writer. Her book is an absolute credit to her , published
when she was 84 years of age which speaks for itself. Certainly
we at the Web Site recommended the book to all.
This is the Gwladys Aiken account of The Strathallan Incident
12th December 1942.
Only the War Office knew our destination .At least the lot
of us from the Peebles Hydro would still be together so friendships
at the Hydro would see us through difficult times. Nora Wells
did not return after her last leave and I didn’t know
why although we met up some years later . Onboard Strathallan
no one slept. We were too curious and talkative. We knew there
was no turning back now and kept running backwards and forwards
to the portholes peering out. We thought we could discern
ships in the distance surreal and ghostly looming through
the fog. Our hospital group from Peebles was not the only
unit onboard but we soon got to know others from different
mobilisation centres.. Together we compromised of over 4000
troops ,mostly British plus 250 QAMNS 431 crew 35 passengers
and 296 military officers.
It was rumoured one of the ships officers was a relative of
King George V1 and that Margaret Bourke-White a war photographer
for the American Life Magazine was also a passenger We were
certain we see nothing of them. However we in fact did see
Margaret arm in arm with a handsome stranger.
Even in war time there were shipboard romances.
By our third day at sea from the Clyde the weather turned
black and turbulent. Our ship was travelling in convoy or
so we were told…..we hardly saw any other ships. Approaching
the Bay of Biscay the storm increased and we were advised
to stay below.
I spotted an aircraft carrier as it bobbed up and down
way ahead of us. It gave us a sense of security but it looked
a big target. We heard if a ship was hit we had to keep going
no stopping to pick anyone up unless ordered to. What a horrible
thought for both the disabled ship and onlookers.
Between lifeboat drills….three to four a day…
I picked up a new skill, the game of bridge. It was far more
difficult to play than whist which I played at home but it
gave mental aerobics that took your mind off the war. One
of the girls who was in the know said a German Submarine was
spotted and was keeping a close watch on us. We had been constantly
warned not to do anything to give away our presence like throwing
orange peels overboard
Going down to the hospital we would pass by holds that contained
the 4000 troops. It was dark and cramped and wasn’t
a pleasant situation for the men.
After an eventful turbulent voyage we passed Gibraltar. I
looked out of my port hole and there was the massive famous
Rock. We learned two ships that had strayed off course had
caught up with us and some escort destroyers had turned round
and headed back to the UK.
Then came the torpedo explosion in the early hours of 21st
December 1942. Never to be forgotten.
Unfortunately the drills simply couldn’t have prepared
us for the many things we encountered that night.. We were
all in bed asleep when the torpedo struck and around 4000
were thronging the routes to the upper decks . Drill conditions
had included daylight or artificial light. This time there
was no light. All power was off. I was just one of a huge
apprehensive exodus shuffling along deck corridors.
As we passed empty cabins door ajar, I was shocked to
see some of my fellow passengers quietly walk into a room
and snatch up belongings which another passenger had left
behind in their hurry to get on deck. I could not believe
that at a time of disaster like this people could think of
anything else but get off a sinking ship. It was the first
time I had even heard of the word “looting” or
knew what it meant. I was shocked and disappointed.
We had just about reached the upper deck and I could smell
the familiar salt spray mingled with a burning smell…….or
was it my over active imagination. From behind some one called
for volunteers nurses to go down with the patients in the
ships hospital. They could not be moved…..they were
too sick….there wasn’t time…there wasn’t
room for them on the lifeboats and smaller rafts.
“Go Down” I thought. The ship was actually going
down-this was no day dream. How could I run away and leave
those people helpless, probably to die slowly without a chance
of survival. How would they go? Just sink below the water
as it quickly flooded the floors rising higher and higher
swallowing everything in sight. I just couldn’t go back.
I felt so guilty and knew there were others behind me who
would go back to the hospital and hold hands and weep with
patients. I wished I had not heard that call but I hoped God
would forgive me and understand my strong desire to live.
I was not ready to die yet. If that happened in battle so
be it but not now not yet. I finally reached the deck. There
were hundreds of voices were heard . High low shouting ,talking,
crying ,questioning ,louder and louder. A shot rang out and
voices subsided.
We heard later word had got about there was insufficient rafts
and lifeboats and some troops were going to jump overboard.
An officer fired a shot to prevent panic. But panic was minimal
and confusion prevalent. We were on deck for an hour when
another explosion rocked the ship. We watched as two white
rockets were fired….distress signals for the rest of
the convoy. I had been assigned to Boat No 12. While making
my way there I heard ghastly screams and splashing. I couldn’t
see a thing but heard two boats had capsized as they were
being lowered with occupants thrown into the water. It was
horrible. I heard these screams for weeks afterwards. I climbed
into my lifeboat to join 60-100 others where we were safely
lowered into the choppy sea. In our boat the water came up
to our knees. As we were being lowered another boat above
us was splashing water all over us. It seemed as if I was
in some else’s nightmare.
“Am I really floating here in the middle of the Mediterranean
in a small wooden boat watching our beautiful huge until now
safe ship go down” I wondered. I had no capacity to
be scared; the whole predicament was so unreal.
To my surprise Margaret Bourke White was in my lifeboat. She
was at the other end flanked by two nurses and an officer.
She had saved some photographic material and at first light
she was taking all sorts of photographs. Bourke-Whites story
of the torpedoing with photographs later appeared in Life
Magazine somewhat embellished ( as though embellishment was
needed). I had a tiny silver flask of brandy in my satchel,
a gift I received while on leave from Peebles. I offered it
to the injured on the lifeboat but eventually never got it
returned. I missed the flask as sentimental value.
Then it was over. From nowhere a miraculous sight of a destroyer
bore down on us. I squinted at the name on the bow ….one
I would never forget . Verity. I watched the huge destroyer
slow its pace and silently smoothly nose its way until it
could safely move toward us no further. Rope ladders were
heaved over the side and eventually all in the lifeboat were
safely onboard,
It is just not possible to describe accurately the sheer joy
of being rescued after accepting earlier that this was probably
the end The exceedingly handsome crew of the destroyer seemed
thrilled to see this tangled oily group of survivors in their
midst. Stories abounded on the ship and although weary we
talked and listened for hours.
I felt very safe and completely in love with the whole Royal
navy sipping a hot cup of Ovaltine.
We were a dishevelled dust covered bunch when we finally
set foot on Algiers a day or so before Christmas. We couldn’t
see much of the city as it was completely blacked out but
our thoughts were only about sleep. We were met with a small
air raid but were all too tired to care. We were soon to be
reorganised and posted to various field hospitals to commence
the real work in hand…. the nursing and tending of our
valiant comrades in arms who had the misfortune to be wounded
in action. And……. there were always plenty of
them.
By Gwladys M Rees Aitken Extracts from Nurses in Battledress
Published 1998.
Note……….This extract from Gwladys’s
book is merely a very small part of her overall story which
follows the author through the North African Campaign. Her
Gloucester “pen friend” survivor Stan Hambrey
reported when he started the book he could not put in down
until completed such was the riveting interest.
Abridged by Robert Kennedy May 2003 Web Site Editor. We express
our sincere thanks to Gwladys for giving permission to publish
extracts onto The Strathallan Story Web Site.
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